So I'm officially a student of Mass communication. I actually studied pre-med. From a pretty good college that is, Ok. I studied in the best college in the city. But I couldn't get into med school on merit and self finance and studying privately was just waaay too expensive. I know my dad would have put me into a med school without a blink of an eye if he could but its just we cant afford it. I really worked hard these two years though. When I look back, I put a lot of my self into these two years. I lost a lot of friends, people who I thought I'd spend my life laughing with but I guess that's life. I even stopped blogging, alot has changed.
I could have picked a more sciency major. But I didn't want to, honestly, I don't think I would have liked to have spent the next three four years of my life looking at a paramecium through a microscope. I'm not undermining other people who think paramecia and amoebas are fascinating, It's just that that's not how I feel. So I picked MC as a major and I got in. So I'm honestly really thankful and relieved. Because at least I have the next three years of my life figured out and then I can do my masters and then I can get a job and become independent and get myself and my family out of this rut. Actually, I think I already am independent. It's just the way how I feel about myself and we're not really living in a rut, its more like our state of mind. The worries about tomorrow that's makes us feel trapped but tomorrow can be good, can't it? so here we are, going through each day, hoping for a better tomorrow. I just wish, we have our fair share of good todays then I guess the good tomorrows will come our way anyway.
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